"You and me, you know the we, were always funny in that car crash sort of way..."
Whats with random waves of lonliness? I know everyone gets 'em, but I get them more than people think. I guess I just miss having someone care. I miss the security of no matter what I do, I know that she'll be there. I guess I miss falling asleep knowing it will be ok, instead of wishing it will be ok. I miss after i rock out with my friends, being able to talk to someone, instead of falling asleep scared. Friends can only be there for so long, but what happens when I reach the end?
People fall in and out of your life. You could be best friends with someone, then a week later, not talk to them ever again. I miss so many people, some are just a few blocks away. I can't put all the effort into this, why won't you try?
How do you tell someone something, you can't give words to? Am I scared of the reaction, or am I scared of what she'll say? How can I even compete? I don't think I can keep up. "How long will I hide behind this pen? and how long will you wait for me? I guess until the ink runs out..."
People fall in and out of your life. You could be best friends with someone, then a week later, not talk to them ever again. I miss so many people, some are just a few blocks away. I can't put all the effort into this, why won't you try?
How do you tell someone something, you can't give words to? Am I scared of the reaction, or am I scared of what she'll say? How can I even compete? I don't think I can keep up. "How long will I hide behind this pen? and how long will you wait for me? I guess until the ink runs out..."