"Of course I call myself a friend, Im just saving you from yourself..."

[xtrialbyfirex]

You told me that you were feeling fine.
Don't take what I say and use it against me.
Don't lie to me, and tell me "i'll be fine"
Just to spit out clogged up words.
For every sleepless night you have
I have about twenty more.
Words do not only heal, they eat away at you.
Fester and manifest into something unbareable.
I don't think you need me right now.

You said that I'd be alright, and that everything works out in time.
Im fucking sick of waiting, and I can't stand distance.
I need you more now than ever.
I don't know if I should...
Why can't you let him know?
I refuse to be a bystander, consider me dead
A casuality of this war.
Time multiplies feelings and coats lies
Don't let me go, not now.
I need you...

Please, I need you...