Cuz it's a bittersweet symphony, this life...
First off:
A COMPLETE 2005 Year in RECAP 2005 In The Beginning...... Where did you ring in the New Year?: At home...sulking... Who were you with?: My parents Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: No. Did you make any resolutions?: No. If so did you keep them?: No. 2005 Your Love Life.... Did you have a valentine?: No. Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: Some candy that someone else got but didn't want. Did you meet anyone?: No. Did you fall in love?: Still kind of debating that one. Are you still in love?: Well, no. How many relationships did you have?: One. How many break ups?: One. How many people did you kiss?: One. How many sexual relations did you have?: None Do you have any regrets when it comes to your love life?: I very much need to grow a backbone and go ahead and say things that need to be said. 2005 Friends and Enemies...... Did you meet any new friends this year?: Yes. Did any of your friendship end?: A couple. Did you dislike anyone?: A few people. Did you get into any fights?: No big fights, just an argument here and there. Did you make any new enemies?: As far as I can tell, no. Did you resolve any fights?: Yes. Who was your closest friend?: Jamie and Andrea Who did you grow apart from?: Some of that is still going on right now, so I shan't say. Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: I'd like to be able to open up to my friends more. And I wish I'd let them know how much I value them more often. 2005 The Seasons..... Favorite winter memory?: The anti-Festival festivities, I guess. I don't really remember that much that far back in the year. Least favorite winter memory?: Depression and such. Favorite spring memory?: I don't remember..... Least favorite spring memory?: Continuation of depression. Favorite summer memory?: I don't know. It was a pretty good summer in general. Least favorite summer memory?: Every time I realized how many days it was until school started again. Favorite fall memory?: I have lots. Least favorite fall memory?: All the times the Pit got me. 2005....The Holidays! What was your favorite holiday?: Thanksgiving, I suppose. Least favorite holiday?: Valentines. Any special family holiday traditions?: Have a bazillion and one parties and eat way too much and stir up trouble with the rest of the family. Did you go to any holiday parties?: I was (unfortunately?)in attendance at almost all of said bazillion and one family parties. Did the Easter bunny visit you?: I think so? Did you watch fireworks on the 4th of July?: Not the 4th fireworks. Probably the ones on the 5th or 6th. Did you dress up for Halloween?: I dressed up, but it wasn't technically Halloween yet. What did you do for Thanksgiving?: Went out to dinner at Pieces of Eight, slept over at my cousins, and went to her friend's house and watched A Night at the Roxbury. Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays?: Nope. Did you receive what you wanted?: Well, I didn't get anything that I didn't want, but I guess I was somehow hoping for some things to get resolved or something. I don't know. I don't think I'm sure of what I really want anymore. Where you good this holiday season?: No massacres for me this year. Attacks, maybe, but no real bloodbaths. 2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!! How old did you turn?: 16 Did you have a cake?: No. What did you do for your birthday?: I went out to dinner with my parents. Did you have a party?: Unfortunately not. Did you get any presents?: Yes, but I think it was mostly money. If so what was the best thing you got?: As all I can remember is the money, I guess I'm going to have to say money. 2005......The Memories and Accomplishments! Best Memory #1?: All summer Best Memory #2?: um......last night? Best Memory #3?: ......I don't know! Worst Memory #1?: The Pit. Worst Memory #2?: The Pit. Worst Memory #3?: The Pit. Best Accomplishment #1?: Crawling out of the Pit alive time and time again. Best Accomplishment #2?: Perfecting my insanity. Best Accomplishment #3?: Drawing A LOT. 2005.....FAVORITES! Favorite TV shows?: Oh my gosh.....I'm not going to even bother listing all of them...I'm just going to say anime. Lots and lots of anime. Favorite songs?: Feel Good, Inc., Jerk It out, Nothing Better, Falling Away With You, Bury Me With It, Brick Favorite bands?: Uh....*brain melts from pressure of listing all* Favorite food?: I don't know...ice cream? pixy sticks? pocky? pizza? ramen?... Favorite stores?: Hobbytown, Half-Price, Target, American Science and Surplus, Lost World, Rhino Foods(I shall return!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Favorite restaurants?: Balustreri's, Taco Bell, Webb's Favorite piece of clothing?: Ummm...I don't know. My old black sweatshirt I guess. 2005.....All about YOU.... Did you change at all this year?: I guess I did. Did you dye your hair?: Yes. Did you get your hair cut?: I got it trimmed a few times, but not actually like "cut". Did you change your style?: I'm not sure. I'll have to ask around. Where you in school?: Yes. Did you get good grades?: They haven't been too bad to the average person, but to my parents standards, they have been absolutely horrible. And they're slipping. Did you have a job?: No. Did you drive?: Yes. Did you own a car?: No. Did you loose anyone this year?: No one close died, if that's what this question is asking. Did anyone close to you give birth?: No. Did you move at all?: No. Did you go on any vacations?: Nothing big. My mom and I went to Minnesota for a couple of days. Did you leave the country at all?: Not this year. Would you change anything about yourself now?: Yes. See the regrets listed above and the grade question. 2005.....Wrap Up. Was 2005 a good year?: I suppose it has been. I can't really see myself dwelling on the bad times so much that I dismiss all the good. What would you change about the year?: Only some bits here and there that I wouldn't have been able to change anyway. And not really even those. If it weren't for everything being the way it was, things wouldn't be the way they are not. Did 2005 bring any new insights?: Every thorn has its rose. What have your learned about yourself?: So much and so little. Do you think 2006 will top 2005?: I don't know. It's really rather hard to say right now. I think it will, though even if it ended up being like this year, I guess it would be okay. I made it through after all! Do you have any goals for 2006?: See the question about things that I would change about myself. If you could relive any moment which would you choose?: I know of some, but I shan't say what. If you could forget any moment what would it be?: All the times where I felt like such a let down and felt like everybody had someone else that they would rather be around. Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end?: I'm not sure. 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You've been totally Bzoink*d
Okay. Finally got that done and over with.
Jamie's birthday party was yesterday, and it was great fun. There was a lot of shooting things and anime watching. So much anime. Anime until 10:30 in the morning. And at least two out of three people were going on more than 24 hours of awake. And there was disturbing anime. Horribly, horribly disturbing anime. But still good. And I shot through three soda bottle caps and one of the holes looked like a fish. And I'm mixing everything up a lot. Deal with it. I'm tired. Really tired. I'm going to go now. I'm not going on more than 20+ hours of awake anymore, but still.