Oct 17, 2005 20:34
So yeah...I like this boy and damnit we make out a couple of times...no biggie. Well that is what I think, but talking to him is so easy and so is kissing him. I would have never picked him out for me because he seems very rough around the edges, but hell I dont care about that anymore. You cant get everything you want. I told him how I feel and he of course says he doesnt have those feelings for me well anymore.(Long story) Damnit...Whenever I am around him now he can rub my hand or play with my hair and all my feelings come flooding back to me. I try to be such a bitch to him, but it doesnt work. I do think it is pushing him away little by little. Thing is I really dont want him to go. FUCK!!!!