Losing
Havent updated in like a century. Since Germany things have been ok until these past couple of days. The doctors have found more tumors in my Dad's neck. Next Thursday he will have surgery. I have tried to hangout with friends these past couple of days to forget about everything. Seems like he does every treatment and he just cant win. The cancer just grows and grows. I was talking to my Mom today because I have been questioning everything about having faith. This maybe selfish, but I dont see how God or whatever can let people go through shit like cancer. Just seems cruel.