Aug 02, 2003 01:56
i was suppose to go hang out with Kim today, but did that happen? noooo, because stupid Ron got into a fist fight with his dad, and blew up my cell phone, threatening to suicide. blah. so basically, to save a friendship i had to put one on the line. i don't want Kim to hate me, but at the same time, Ron's one of my best fucking friends and i don't want him to die. um, i'm always stuck in the middle. if anything, i should be the one slicing my throat, okay, thanks. way to stress me out. i had to put up with this bullshit, and then i'm still putting up with Juli's bullshit. yeah, take me life mother fucker. as of now, i don't want to talk to anyone.