i needed to vent
it's been three days and Juli's still angry, but you know what? fine. i guess there's nothing i can do but wait until she cools down. i was talking to Robert, and he made me realize something. "relationships come and go, but friends are for life". i also think that her disappointment with me stems more so from me hanging with ron, ken, brentley and the gang, after the show saturday, rather than her. she says i was acting differently. highly unlikely. i was being myself, but you see, when you're with your guy friends, your idea of fun is a bit altered from what it would be with your girl, right? 'sides, i've been spending all of my time with her, and not seeing my friends at all, so i wanted to hang with those guys.
but Juli, let us talk about people acting differently. let's go back, to when we all went to the movies. you brought Trish and Amber, and i brought Ronin and Ken. after the movie what happened? "oh, it's ladies night now, so you guys go do your thing. we don't need guys stinking up our game". and i know what it is chics do. you go out, and check out other guys, but i was fine with it, because i trust you.
you know. i was running through the cds you left in my room, and i came across this song that pretty much sums up how i'm feeling about you right now. what's sad is i actually balled my eyes out over you the other night. don't fucking try to manipulate me, because i break your heart in two. i'm sure you'll read this. by the way, telling Ron that you just want to see me broken and pleading for your forgiveness? not cool. yup, i was on the phone dear.
anyway. my parents are gone for the week come tomorrow. any of you guys want to do something? let me know. no gf holding me down. wow, i'm cruel. got to cut the grass like whoa. oh, if you want to know where to download some kick ass videos let me know. ciao.
but Juli, let us talk about people acting differently. let's go back, to when we all went to the movies. you brought Trish and Amber, and i brought Ronin and Ken. after the movie what happened? "oh, it's ladies night now, so you guys go do your thing. we don't need guys stinking up our game". and i know what it is chics do. you go out, and check out other guys, but i was fine with it, because i trust you.
you know. i was running through the cds you left in my room, and i came across this song that pretty much sums up how i'm feeling about you right now. what's sad is i actually balled my eyes out over you the other night. don't fucking try to manipulate me, because i break your heart in two. i'm sure you'll read this. by the way, telling Ron that you just want to see me broken and pleading for your forgiveness? not cool. yup, i was on the phone dear.
anyway. my parents are gone for the week come tomorrow. any of you guys want to do something? let me know. no gf holding me down. wow, i'm cruel. got to cut the grass like whoa. oh, if you want to know where to download some kick ass videos let me know. ciao.