How long has it been?
I don't even remember my last update. I feel like such a different person than who has written here in the past. Yet I'm not any different at all, really. Simply more myself than ever before.
I've been very happy over the last month or so. I met a wonderful girl and I have just been feeling so good. It was hard at first, with what happened the last time. There's still some fear that I have shown poor judgement again and chosen someone who is absolutely fucked up in the head, though its just a naging reminder of the past more than any actual concern.
When all is said and done, I have to say fuck you for trying to ruin me. It didn't work. Sorry.
I still wonder, have you gotten what you deserve? I despise your wretchedness no less even after all this time. Though its more of a curiosity than anything. Anyway, whats done is done and whats past is past, so here's to looking forward. I have a lot to look forward to and very little reason to look behind. Maybe thats why its been so easy not to dwell on inconsequential things and people.
I've been very happy over the last month or so. I met a wonderful girl and I have just been feeling so good. It was hard at first, with what happened the last time. There's still some fear that I have shown poor judgement again and chosen someone who is absolutely fucked up in the head, though its just a naging reminder of the past more than any actual concern.
When all is said and done, I have to say fuck you for trying to ruin me. It didn't work. Sorry.
I still wonder, have you gotten what you deserve? I despise your wretchedness no less even after all this time. Though its more of a curiosity than anything. Anyway, whats done is done and whats past is past, so here's to looking forward. I have a lot to look forward to and very little reason to look behind. Maybe thats why its been so easy not to dwell on inconsequential things and people.