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My mood fluctuates between eagerness and general happiness to semi-homesickness and indifference all the time. I really hope this is normal. I can go to bed feeling like I want to stay out later, like I can't wait for the next day to start, to waking up and getting out of bed is the last thing on my mind.
It's when I'm on my own in my room that I feel like I could sleep the whole day and not care. Like time is passing by so slowly and I really wish I could be back in the comfort that I call Japan. But when I'm with people and basically not thinking so much, I don't want the moment to end and I love taking in all the new experiences and people and conversations.
I still feel like a foreigner. I wonder how long this is going to last.
It's when I'm on my own in my room that I feel like I could sleep the whole day and not care. Like time is passing by so slowly and I really wish I could be back in the comfort that I call Japan. But when I'm with people and basically not thinking so much, I don't want the moment to end and I love taking in all the new experiences and people and conversations.
I still feel like a foreigner. I wonder how long this is going to last.