May 16, 2007 19:14
AHHH!!!!
I have a week en a half and i'm finally going to ITALIA!!!
How amazing is that!?! I'm sooo excited yet super nervous at the same time!
So far this summer has been quite good.
I ended up going to Leadershape, and it was probbaly one of the best experiences that Ihave had in a really long time.
My family, Kelly's Kids, were probably the heart and soul of the good time that I had there. I couldn't of asked for better brothers and sisters. I haven't grown that close to a group of individuals in that short amount of time in a long long time. It was good to finally have a new start, and a new breath of fresh air to start new, and to just be one's self again.
I think I have met a few in that family that I will stay forever friends with. Well that is if they even think we are friends from the beginning. Laura, that girl kills me. : will you be my friend?!: Circle Yes or No
Having those people come into my life at that point in time right when I was about to break, was probably the best stregthening of my innerself.
Other people there also helped me so much. They made me believe and see that there are actually good whole hearted people out there. Who can be so driven and passionate about something, but don't have to be completely overwhelming or disheartening to their peers.
The guys their displayed throught their stories to me that there are amazzingly sweet and sincere guys out there who do everything nice for a girl, not for sexually related reasons, but out of the pure kindness of their heart. Their parents raised them right. And it makes me smile to know that someday they are going to make some girl really happy. Even though they may or may not have a girlfriend right now, they will run into someone who will make them an even better guy then they are now, and it makes me estatic to know that they will eventually do that! AHH...wow i'm such a romantic at heart! weee!!!
Well..i just got a new phone and i LOVE it. Still dont know all the kinks, but i'll get there!
Yay for new cell phones, random phone calls, and cereal!
<3 sammy