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i guess today i am confused about a lot of things.
its been a pretty hectic morning, i've had some pretty interesting conversations with people i normally don't speak with so i guess that is a perk.
um, but needless to say, i am still confused.
i pray that things would either get better or just be wonderful.
i think thats okay to pray for.
i guess i keep wondering if i'm a really bad person or something.
i dunno.
i'm rambling.
i try to do good, and i think the problem with that is, that people get used to me being like that me constantly trying to please people.
but once i try to do something for myself, it catches people off guard and i guess the initial reaction is to lose respect for me or get mad at me or somthing like that.
i dunno.
something to think about.
its been a pretty hectic morning, i've had some pretty interesting conversations with people i normally don't speak with so i guess that is a perk.
um, but needless to say, i am still confused.
i pray that things would either get better or just be wonderful.
i think thats okay to pray for.
i guess i keep wondering if i'm a really bad person or something.
i dunno.
i'm rambling.
i try to do good, and i think the problem with that is, that people get used to me being like that me constantly trying to please people.
but once i try to do something for myself, it catches people off guard and i guess the initial reaction is to lose respect for me or get mad at me or somthing like that.
i dunno.
something to think about.