Time to face the facts

Nov 18, 2005 22:19

I guess it's just time to come to terms with some things that I've always felt, but never really believed until now...

I know, or at least hope, that the majority of Valley doesnt NOT like me, but let's just say im not a real stand out to anyone. Here is how it works, or so I believe. When people make plans, they are all excited about it and everything, and then they think of who all to tell and the people they tell tell people and so on, but where in there do I get told? Pretty much no where. I really dont get it. Even the best of my friends seldomely extend an invitation.

It's just so confusing because it seems that everybody gets along with me at school and we have a good time but then it comes to the weekend and here i am, at 10 22 on a friday night. I've called people, asked them to call me back. Nothing. Greatly appreciated.

So I've come to terms that Im not one of those guys that comes up and people say 'oh, we gotta invite jmac' It's kind of like how my effing name was left out of the soccer article in the newspaper when the entire roster was listed. Thanks bud. As if my season wasnt unfair and shitty enough.

Ahhh I struggle. I wish I had less feelings. Maybe college will be different.
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