Homecoming 05
I need to vent, or let loose, or something. It doesnt matter if nobody reads this anymore because this is purely for my own emotion.
So as homecoming approaches, I'm realizing a bunch of things. First of all, I must really not be that liked by alot of people. Not hated or despised, but just not that liked, enough that they'd want me at their own plans. "Well hey Jordan, why don't you make plans?" Yeah I thought of that and asked a few people, they gave me the 'maybe, i kinda wanna see what else is goin on im not sure if we have plans' aka i dont wanna go with you.
Here's the thing..... Grow up. I do apologize for anyone that I may have offended when I started dating Natalie if you felt like you were getting the shaft. But I was looking for a serious commitment and I most definately found it. So don't even judge because you dont even know what I'm going through. I AM happy with her and I wouldnt change a thing.
I just hate it how in highschool people hold grudges or they are inconsiderate and whatnot. I dated Natalie, gave some friends the shaft for awhile and got kicked out of the group. Things have leveled out and I tried all summer to get back in but they wouldnt have it. So the damn blame is on them now. Just grow up and be mature, or tell me that you dont wanna be my friend anymore so I dont waste my time.
I dont know. It just feels like I have a low self esteem right now because In school I feel like i have tons of friends all around me, and outside of school, i feel like a big loser because I dont hear of, nor do I get invited to jack shit. If someone does read this, there really is no need for a comment, unless your natalie, or maybe one other person and he doesnt have livejournal. So I'll pretty much except it as crap because I'm so sick of being lied to and put on.
No one is sincere, no one tells the truth, everyone is immature. Oh highschool.
I love you Natalie, the college life will be good.
So as homecoming approaches, I'm realizing a bunch of things. First of all, I must really not be that liked by alot of people. Not hated or despised, but just not that liked, enough that they'd want me at their own plans. "Well hey Jordan, why don't you make plans?" Yeah I thought of that and asked a few people, they gave me the 'maybe, i kinda wanna see what else is goin on im not sure if we have plans' aka i dont wanna go with you.
Here's the thing..... Grow up. I do apologize for anyone that I may have offended when I started dating Natalie if you felt like you were getting the shaft. But I was looking for a serious commitment and I most definately found it. So don't even judge because you dont even know what I'm going through. I AM happy with her and I wouldnt change a thing.
I just hate it how in highschool people hold grudges or they are inconsiderate and whatnot. I dated Natalie, gave some friends the shaft for awhile and got kicked out of the group. Things have leveled out and I tried all summer to get back in but they wouldnt have it. So the damn blame is on them now. Just grow up and be mature, or tell me that you dont wanna be my friend anymore so I dont waste my time.
I dont know. It just feels like I have a low self esteem right now because In school I feel like i have tons of friends all around me, and outside of school, i feel like a big loser because I dont hear of, nor do I get invited to jack shit. If someone does read this, there really is no need for a comment, unless your natalie, or maybe one other person and he doesnt have livejournal. So I'll pretty much except it as crap because I'm so sick of being lied to and put on.
No one is sincere, no one tells the truth, everyone is immature. Oh highschool.
I love you Natalie, the college life will be good.