last night i had the second best night of my life since friday night.

thats just crazy.

i guess this was a pretty good weekend.

shelby- thanks for the most amazing night i've had in a while. its not even explainable.

my feet hurt.

i keep hurting the one person that means the most to me.
i dont understand myself.
i've never cried as much as i have these past three nights.
i can honestly say right now that i truely hate myself.

i am a failure at everything i do.

everyone who sees this entry must answer this question:

who do you like better...

Thomas the Tank Engine OR Dori from Finding Nemo.

thank you.

i have new hair.

tell me what you think.


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hey everybody!!

i haven't updated in so long. wow.

alot of shit happened since my last update.

• death :( rip m.f. jess i love you
• new job
• crushing on a boyyy ;)
• photoshoot with renee!!

i cant think of anything else right now.

so tonight: i went to work at 6 got out a half hour early at 9:30. so that was nice, but then i called cara. and her and ( Read more... )

i'm so excited to be a model for jenna's pictures ( Read more... )

went to northstar, say anything, hot rod circut, and straylight run concert tonight ( Read more... )

( me and renee's trip to subway. no pics of renee tho :( )