Another new song "Maybe"

[xtheweirdnessx]

"Maybe"
Scared and lonely
Aching and tired
Flashing faster
A life that I just cannot grasp

If only I was better
If only I gave a shit
If only I made my parents happy
If only I did what I was told
-Maybe..
-If I wasn't so angry
-Maybe..
-If I wasn't so full of rage
-Maybe..
-If I tried a lil harder
-I'd finally be accpted
-Everyone and everything
-It all still crumbles
-Far beneath me
And my wrists still bleed.

In my head there's a lot of things I lack
Motivation
Consitration
These situations grow more problematic
With every breath..

Slow it down
Don't make a sound
Watch your step
Keep it shut
Keep it locked
Don't slip
Become someone they could never be
Secretly decitfully
Betrayal if you will
As long as you do what you wanna do
and do it for yourself.

-Maybe..
-If I wasn't so angry
-Maybe..
-If I wasn't so full of rage
-Maybe..
-If I tried a lil harder
-I'd finally be accpted
-Everyone and everything
-It all still crumbles
-Far beneath me
And my wrists still bleed...