paradise city

[xthesoftparadex]

Wow, i honestly don't know what's wrong with me the past few days. i've got so many things running through my head that make no sense, and i'm constantly snapping at people because i'm so frustrated with myself. it feels like 24/7 pms, and i wish it was that cause then there'd be some excuse. when there's no one around i feel alone and want

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[nightwolf00000]

Wow Lacy, I leave your LJ alone for a couple days and this is what I miss. I really hope you figure everything out Lacy! Your an awesome girl, and nothing will ever change that. As you said you really did have an INCREADABLY hard month, but hopefully these next few months will make it up for you! I know I haven't always been the best friend to ya! But if you ever need anything, even if its just someone to talk to, I am just a hop skip and a jump away! And yay for new kitten! :) BTW Bubbles Mansion (not sure if you got there or not yet) not ALL that diffrent from Pitchmans minus some obvious Trailor Park Boys paraphanila. But still a pretty good bar. 19 dollars for 2 Vodka Redbulls. OWCH!

[xthesoftparadex]

ummm yea, i went there for paige's birthday. it's a different place to just sit down and have a drink. but i think it needs a better layout and more stuff it in, it feels really empty. i like that right when you walk in there's a picture of bubbles holding a cat. aha. i like the shopping cars too.

[nightwolf00000]

LOL, yeah the shopping carts are really neat, something that I really noticed, the main diffrence between it as Pitchmans and as it is now, is right in front of the bar there, there used to be a whole set of tables, which are now gone, thus contributing to the emptiness.

dear lacy

[_dancingqueen_]

Lacy baby,
ive been there. its so wierd. I feel like i have absolutly no one. i just want ONE person to focus completely on me. Jordan, my ex boyfriend, did that. his whole world was me. then he left me...and i was so alone, i didnt even know what my favorite show was. i was a mess, i still am. its so hard and everything you say is exactly how i felt/feel. its like, no one likes you, but you knows its not true, but then why does it feel that way? you feel like u have noone then all of a sudden ur around people and ur soo annoyed u need to be alone. then an ex boyfriend or ex friend comes back into your life and fucks you up all over again. and i clean and clean and organized and it never seems to help. nothing does.
its a mess.
and i love you.
and talk to me about it,because ive been there, and im a fuckin mess too.
xoo babe