Eff You Rik for getting me into that Danged Song!

Feb 18, 2008 10:30

Miley Cyrus will be the death of me.
I'm supposed to be apartment hunting with Holly and I think all of a sudden she's decided she doesn't want to live with me after all and that stressed me out more than the thought of having to work at finding a place to live.
I can't be friends with Arturo anymore and he won't let me go, which hurts more than he understands because I need my space so my heart can heal.
Marc is coming to visit in the next few weeks and I'm terrified but I need to see him, I need to see that he's not everything he could be so I can know that I deserve better, so I can really just get past it.
I miss people that are like me, you know, confrentational and easy going at the same time. As in don't really care about little problems and if you do you say it out loud and to their faces. Don't let boys get in the way of friendships. The kind of people that refresh your soul with a conversation. I need them.
Insomnia is back and yet I didn't want to get out of bed today. But I won't slip into that again, I can't. I have too much work to do. And Rik would kill me. I just can't wait to relax, I just don't know when that will be.
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