last night

[xthe_real_me]

Last night I couldn't make myself bleed. And it made me so mad. I hate myself for everything that I have done. There are things that I will always be, all of my life. I will have always inflicted pain on myself, always have gone to bed starving hoping to lose half a pound...its just weird, I can't change these things ever, as long I live they will never go away.

Fuck...my stomach itches so much.