long time no post
wow...its been almost a year since i posted in this thing. I kinda forgot about it.
Anyway, I'm going to start posting here again because I need to kind of sort out my thoughts. I don't know exactly how I'm feeling right now. But I am trying to figure it out.
As far as my cutting goes, I still am. But after all these years, I think I want to stop. My mind wants to stop anyway. So I want to, I'm just not READY to. I'm not ready to physically go somewhere and get help, but I have been looking online. It's still something I hold close to me, as weird as that sounds, and I don't know that I am ready to give it up.
Anyway, I'm going to start posting here again because I need to kind of sort out my thoughts. I don't know exactly how I'm feeling right now. But I am trying to figure it out.
As far as my cutting goes, I still am. But after all these years, I think I want to stop. My mind wants to stop anyway. So I want to, I'm just not READY to. I'm not ready to physically go somewhere and get help, but I have been looking online. It's still something I hold close to me, as weird as that sounds, and I don't know that I am ready to give it up.