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[xteenageriotx]

 i need to let go of a lot of things
i get so angry so quickly
i feel like i start to gossip too much
bc i just get so frustrated about EVERYTHING
i just cant hold it in
i just need to relax
take a deep breath
SOmetimes i just feel like im gonna lose it all of a sudden
like all of my sanity is going to disappear
and i wont be able to handle my life
i hate that i get so angry
thats not who i am
i feel l ike i have to be so strong
i have to be able to handle this
but im getting tired of pretending like everything os ok
BECAUSE ITS NOT
its not ok
im not okay
i hate the way everything is right now
I just feel so uncomfortable in my own skin
i hate school
i dont like any of my classes
i never really have
i just enjoy crew, its the only thing that makes me happy right now
its something that i can push myself through
and it makes me feel like my dad is behind me when i dont want to go any further
but at the same time i just feel like i dont care what other people think
i just want to do what i want to do
AND when someone is so fake i just dont want to deal with it anymore
IM SO SICK OF IT
I cant stand it
its really gettting to a point where i.................
ugh seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee its just anger and frustration and me going on about peopleeee
i need to stoppp
i just feel like i just want to go home
and be with my family
i miss them
i miss him
i want to go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy from everything