Jul 12, 2009 21:03
What Do You Do When You Feel A Lapse In Time And You Feel Cold And Old Inside,
But Young And Beautiful On The Outside?
I'm Sitting Here And My Brain Doesn't Really Know How To Process Thoughts Right Now,
I Have To Do My Web Design Class, Without It I Don't Pass High School.
But. I Can't Think, I Feel Like I Can't Even Feel,
Am I Really Typing All Of This Right Now?
Does It Have Any Merit?
Does It Truly Affect Anyone?
Does Anyone Really Give A Shit?
Does The World Spin Left Or Right?
Ugh, So Many Questions, My Head Wants To Fall Off,
But My Shoulders Won't Let It Tumble.
Am I Adrift?
Is This [My] World?
Am I Just A Big Part Of [Someone Else's] World?
I'm Just A Dot From Space
But I'm A 5 Foot 8 1/2 Guy Whose Trying To Change The World.
Why?
What's The Point?
No, I'm Not On Any Drugs, And I'm Not Drunk.
So Why Am I Like This?
I Saw Ralph Today.
Could That Be Why?
I Almost Crashed Three Times Today.
Could That Be Why?
I'm Single, And Slowly Becoming More Miserable Because,
I Can't Have What My Heart Aches For.
Could That Be Why?
I Don't Know Anymore.
Maybe I Will Tomorrow.
This Confession Has No Meaning