It's The 4th Of July? Wow.
So It's Coming Up On A Month Since All That Shit Happened.
And The Whole World [At Least Ours] Has Changed Dramatically.
1. Ralph Is In Jail For God Knows How Long
2. Jenko Is In Heaven
3. People Have Taken Sides
4. I've Lost A Lot Of Friend Due To This Shit
5. I'm Almost Done With High School
6. I Got A New Car
7. I'm Still Single
8. My Heart Was Hurt Recently, Again.
9. I'm Starting To Think I May Be Bipolar.
10. NIN Did Their Last Show In The United States
[Forever, So Trent Says]
But Enough With The Statistics,
I'm Here Out Of Town, Enjoying Myself, Bouncing Up And Down Between Happiness Or Misery, Depending On Who Texts Me <<;;
And I Want To Move So Badly Out Of South Florida, It Literally Makes Me Physically Ill Now.
Good News Through,
I Feel Like A Phoenix Rising From The Ashes.
It's A Warm Feeling.
A Good Feeling.
Real Quick, I Have To Make A Shout Out To Rachell Pachell. She's A Reason I'm Posting Right Now, Cause She Likes Reading My Thoughts Cause She's An Amazing Friend Who Cares. Thanks Rachell <3
But Yeah, Mom Has Been Giving Me More Grief Than Good. Ashley Is Mad At Me For Something I Didn't Even Do, I Also Turned 20 Last Saturday. Worst Birthday Ever.
But None Of That Matters Now, Cause I'm With My Best Friend And My Heart Is Beating Again.
I Love My Best Friend. More Than Anyone Can Ever Possibly Imagine.
More Than She Probably Even Realizes.
She's Been The Only Thing Keeping Me Together,
Whilst The Rest Of My World Fell Apart.
Yesterday, When I Was Really Sad, She Said: 'I Just Wish You Were Stronger'
And Something Just Clicked Inside Of Me, And I Saw My Inner Self, The One Buried Under The Wreckage Of The Last Month, Rise Up Slowly Out Of The Dirt And Gravel And Ash Of The World That Had Been, And He Dusted Himself Off, And Started Walking Toward His New World, Which, Had A Very Beautiful Setting.
I See A Beautiful Sunrise, And Fields, And Happiness.
And Maybe Love, Somewhere....
That's All I Got For Right Now.
And The Whole World [At Least Ours] Has Changed Dramatically.
1. Ralph Is In Jail For God Knows How Long
2. Jenko Is In Heaven
3. People Have Taken Sides
4. I've Lost A Lot Of Friend Due To This Shit
5. I'm Almost Done With High School
6. I Got A New Car
7. I'm Still Single
8. My Heart Was Hurt Recently, Again.
9. I'm Starting To Think I May Be Bipolar.
10. NIN Did Their Last Show In The United States
[Forever, So Trent Says]
But Enough With The Statistics,
I'm Here Out Of Town, Enjoying Myself, Bouncing Up And Down Between Happiness Or Misery, Depending On Who Texts Me <<;;
And I Want To Move So Badly Out Of South Florida, It Literally Makes Me Physically Ill Now.
Good News Through,
I Feel Like A Phoenix Rising From The Ashes.
It's A Warm Feeling.
A Good Feeling.
Real Quick, I Have To Make A Shout Out To Rachell Pachell. She's A Reason I'm Posting Right Now, Cause She Likes Reading My Thoughts Cause She's An Amazing Friend Who Cares. Thanks Rachell <3
But Yeah, Mom Has Been Giving Me More Grief Than Good. Ashley Is Mad At Me For Something I Didn't Even Do, I Also Turned 20 Last Saturday. Worst Birthday Ever.
But None Of That Matters Now, Cause I'm With My Best Friend And My Heart Is Beating Again.
I Love My Best Friend. More Than Anyone Can Ever Possibly Imagine.
More Than She Probably Even Realizes.
She's Been The Only Thing Keeping Me Together,
Whilst The Rest Of My World Fell Apart.
Yesterday, When I Was Really Sad, She Said: 'I Just Wish You Were Stronger'
And Something Just Clicked Inside Of Me, And I Saw My Inner Self, The One Buried Under The Wreckage Of The Last Month, Rise Up Slowly Out Of The Dirt And Gravel And Ash Of The World That Had Been, And He Dusted Himself Off, And Started Walking Toward His New World, Which, Had A Very Beautiful Setting.
I See A Beautiful Sunrise, And Fields, And Happiness.
And Maybe Love, Somewhere....
That's All I Got For Right Now.