surgery
man i havent written in forever....im recovering from my surgery....blood stitches ugh its fuckin gross..im wondering if shea is gonna come over early tomorrow or not...he was so sweet to me the day of my surgery...he was so worried that morning he came over at 7 jsut in time..he kept holding me and telling me that everything would be okay....man i was starving cause i hadnt eaten in like forever...when i got into the hospital i had tons of paperwork and stupid q's to answer...shea seemed nervous too lol. i went into the hospital room i was staying in and all my family was in there..ronnie and her kids my grandma and grandpa and my parents. me and shea were joking a little bit here and there. this lady came in and took tons of blood and then they made me lay down on the stretcher even though i could walk into the anesthesia room where they were gonna give me a valium..mm it felt soo good. i started acting all high and talking to the other people like a drunk.then when they took me into the room to do the surgery i blacked out and the doctor said i was hypervenilating and i could her myself making that loud gasping noise and they said that when they stuck the tube down my throat i stopped it. man i felt like i was out for 3 seconds and when i woke up i started freaking out...and hypervenilating cause i couoldnt breath and i heard my mom crying cuase she didnt know what was going on; only my mom and dad were aloud in the back. when they rolled me passed the room where they rest of my family was shea said he was like about to cry.awww pook!then when i got into the room it wasnt that bad. i wasnt hurting or anything. my mom decided to leave shea with me so everyone could go to ryans steakhouse. and they brought back tons of food and shea ate right infront of me asshole. i had the tightest nurse and i threw up while i pissed and i walked like that guy off of quasy moto. man i looked like SHIT! i couldnt believe it. lol poor amy woodington had to clean up my bloody piss and brought me tons of pudding at like one in the morning. i dont care what anyone says hospital breakfast food is good as hell. this new nurse was a bitch and practically kicked us out even though the doctor said we could stay....bitch...i love doctor garas!!! *it* LOoks so great.it grosses shea out now but trust me...hell love it lol. I LOVE you shEA my dad actually held my hand and bought me a bear and got me whatever i wanted...he even made a special trip out for my beef jerky. and he brought me taco bell at like 11 in the hospital.shea brought mcdonalds...Mmmm