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[xsupergirlx]

god i hate people who you conciter your bestfriend but they always are with someone else....like i just read my friends lj and like i thought we were really close but my she only talks about me 6 times and talks bout other people 60 times (and yes i did go through and count) im not saying that i always haveto be the center of attention but it would

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SORRY

[xsupergirlx]

wow.....theres not much i cant say to that other than im sorry ive been acting so dumb lately...i have a lot to explain to you and i really want ta explain it.... it means a lot to me to know that your always gonna be there for me. it wasnt really bout amy...well it was.....but it was more of a trust thing. that note i wrote to you took me a long time to write (not like accually writing it, but just me thinking bout writing it... and then changing my mind...and back and forth)and i finally decided to write it to you because i figured i had alot of trust in you and i knew you would be there for me and be able to help me. it was somthing i chose to tell you, not jess or anyone else (sept lindz cuz... well.... she already knew, jess has no idea i didnt trust her enough as a friend to tell her) but thats beside the fact, its been so weird not talking to you for so long (and it really hasent been that long) and i really want to talk to you but i know if i do it will start shyt with amy and i REALLY dont want that because im already on edge and i just need to stay away from people who make me upset/mad/angry/really pissed off. well i think you get the point...thats y i couldnt solve things with you right away, i just didnt know how much i could take. its not that i dont like amy (well i dont right now) but we just dont get along at all and i really think shes kinda mean and i dont like her attitude toward other people....and if you dont wanna be friends with me because of that than thats fine but its your decision......i know that this is putting you in a really bad position (ya kno like being torn between 2 friends) and i know its gonna be hard on you because if your with me amy might get mad and if your with amy i..well i wont really get mad, but... ill just.....well you get what im sayn. so ya ill talk to you at school i guess unless you don wanna but if you do than we will
I LUV YOU SO SOOOO MUCH
JaCkIe

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[__unnoticed]

aw jackie. yeah i totally understand the position you were in! and im sorry for having to put you in that. i want you to know that you shouldnt worry about me having to "choose" between you two, because the answer is OBVIOUS. its you! of course. most defintley i dont even have to think about that for one second. tomorrow when i walk into geography im walking up to you and hugging yoU! we should talk tomorrow.

love you x forever
brittany

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[xsupergirlx]

omg i love u so much rite now you totally made my day i feel so good rite now!!!