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god i hate people who you conciter your bestfriend but they always are with someone else....like i just read my friends lj and like i thought we were really close but my she only talks about me 6 times and talks bout other people 60 times (and yes i did go through and count) im not saying that i always haveto be the center of attention but it would be nice to just know that i mean somthing to the people i conciter best friend....it already seems like i dont have very many close friends ne more and it also seems like people (for example this friend) r ditching me and i never hang out with anyone anymore..but i guess i do get invited to hang out somtimes but most of the time i just "dont feel like hanging out" i dont feel like doing alot anymore not really sure y? but o well
I wish life didnt have to be so hard. i dont understand how some people can make it seem like life is just a breeze and they have no problems. when im sitting here drowning in my problems.....
life pisses me off!!!