Wasted.
1.20 A.M.
13hours 40minutes left to watching teh RCE dvd.
Finally after few weeks,
I can see the rain drops, I can inhale the smell of the fresh air from my room's desk..
It's pitchblack sky.
It's silent midnight.
....It's peaceful.
But somehow, it feels slightly awkward.
I believe there's something wrong with my heart and my thought.
I still lost my appetite.
I force myself to eat vegetables and fruits tho.
I know that there's no sign of me catching fever these days, I feel healthy, but why do I feel uneasy with my own body?
I know that I'm okay, but why do I look so pale in the mirror?
I'm still forcing myself to study hard.
....But I don't really going "anywhere"..I believe.
And that fact's disturbed me ever since.
I...don't really know what's the point of me writing these stuffs here.
Geez, it's totally random. orz
13hours 40minutes left to watching teh RCE dvd.
Finally after few weeks,
I can see the rain drops, I can inhale the smell of the fresh air from my room's desk..
It's pitchblack sky.
It's silent midnight.
....It's peaceful.
But somehow, it feels slightly awkward.
I believe there's something wrong with my heart and my thought.
I still lost my appetite.
I force myself to eat vegetables and fruits tho.
I know that there's no sign of me catching fever these days, I feel healthy, but why do I feel uneasy with my own body?
I know that I'm okay, but why do I look so pale in the mirror?
I'm still forcing myself to study hard.
....But I don't really going "anywhere"..I believe.
And that fact's disturbed me ever since.
I...don't really know what's the point of me writing these stuffs here.
Geez, it's totally random. orz