lonely..

[xstray_lightsx]

..so its weird-- i really ..don't have anyone..

i mean- i have dani- and sarah- and erica.... but i still feel so empty...

that scares me.

i don't want to feel ok just when i have a boyfriend... that's not how its suposed to be..

its rediculous how well i can fake that bouncy personality at work-- but the moment i'm off the clock i feel like slitting my wrists..

i want to be happy... i really do..

i guess its just not in me.