for some reason november has never been my month... only the first week in and already the future looks grim ( Read more... )

so i'm feeling really lonely lately. not just for someone to keep me company but for someone to actully want me.

i miss feeling like someone wants to be near me.

i had a dream last night that samy and i got back together. i don't think it means so much that i miss him and what we had but more like i miss that feeling.

idk i give up on love.

my grammie's tumor grew back in her head ( Read more... )

so yesterday i got this letter in the mail from the philipines ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun.
i miss zach and dillon - we need to hang out more.

i went over to samy's afterward but he was being a dick. he bearly even said hi to me- so i left before things got ackward.
i'm so fucking done with his shit.

anyways~ yesterday was still fun.

someone make me feel good about myself.

so this month is gona be fun ( Read more... )

idk where quint is right now-- he seems to have disapeared with his gf somewhere and i honestly don't really wana know the details.. i'm basically just sitting here waiting to take her home cuz that's all i really am....a ride ( Read more... )

so my parents are gona help me get student loans and apply for scholarships and what not so i can go to the chicago institute of art!

i'm sooooo ecxited!!!

NEW PHONE.

SAME NUMBER.

NEED DIDGITS.

CALL ME!