today was good
samy and i are still going to be "friends" though i kinda feel myself tampering with the definition... lol
he was really sweet to me today- and it was weird because i kept having to catch myself when we hugged so i wouldn't reach up to kiss him out of habbit.
i feel good about us being friends.
..but i'm going to miss being closer..=/
blah i need to stop thinking about it-- i'm going to end up crawling back to him.. and i can't let myself do that. i just can't.
he was really sweet to me today- and it was weird because i kept having to catch myself when we hugged so i wouldn't reach up to kiss him out of habbit.
i feel good about us being friends.
..but i'm going to miss being closer..=/
blah i need to stop thinking about it-- i'm going to end up crawling back to him.. and i can't let myself do that. i just can't.