Its a nice day for a white wedding
The past few days have been really really weird.
Adam has been at my house since saturday night.
I dont know if that is a good or bad thing.
He wants to take me to botanical gardens tomorrow.
I thought nothing of it until i told someone and they started saying "Dont go, just dont"
Now im wondering if there is something up.
Maybe im just paranoid.
I tried to call summer when i got off work and came home. But since i called from Adams phone she must have thought it was him and not me. Because she didnt answer.
I think shes mad at me now.
The party went great. Muchos bullshit ensued. But it was worth it.
Im losing touch with people that i really dont want to lose touch with.
I want to distance myself, but at the same time i dont. I want to be like, fuck you im done. But i cant.
Adam goes home tomorrow, for a while.
I would def. like to get some Tiff/Summer/Vinnie time in.
Since those people were at one time my life.
Im not back together with Adam. We are just good friends now.
Vince is right, it would prolly be one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
I was extremely confused and upset by something i heard, but now its all straightend out, and i should feel better.... but i dont.
I hate endings
Adam has been at my house since saturday night.
I dont know if that is a good or bad thing.
He wants to take me to botanical gardens tomorrow.
I thought nothing of it until i told someone and they started saying "Dont go, just dont"
Now im wondering if there is something up.
Maybe im just paranoid.
I tried to call summer when i got off work and came home. But since i called from Adams phone she must have thought it was him and not me. Because she didnt answer.
I think shes mad at me now.
The party went great. Muchos bullshit ensued. But it was worth it.
Im losing touch with people that i really dont want to lose touch with.
I want to distance myself, but at the same time i dont. I want to be like, fuck you im done. But i cant.
Adam goes home tomorrow, for a while.
I would def. like to get some Tiff/Summer/Vinnie time in.
Since those people were at one time my life.
Im not back together with Adam. We are just good friends now.
Vince is right, it would prolly be one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
I was extremely confused and upset by something i heard, but now its all straightend out, and i should feel better.... but i dont.
I hate endings