Jun 26, 2004 23:49
i get to ride max tomorrow! yay! he is katy & becky anne's horse, he's like 16hh & he's a warmblood gelding. he's kind of hyper & he's no push-button horse, so it should be quite an experience. but at least it will be western (cowboy style yeehaw!), so i'll have some grips on it. i'll hopefully do okay.
betsy (my boss) wants to sell me diva! yes, her boxer puppy! oh my gosh. i would die for that girl. she's so adorable, fawn with just a little white flash around her neck. i would have to show her, though. & her first puppy would be on reserve for betsy. no problem, ahh i've been dying for a boxer for goodness knows how long. & i would absolutely LOVE to show her. i think I'm going to a show with betsy on the 2nd, 3rd & 4th to handle diva while she shows dolly. exciting stuff!
ps.
i pushed you out of my life for a damn good reason. don't fool yrself into thinkin you can march pretentiously back in now. i want nothing to do with you, & i never will. you make me sick. looking back on it, everything i have ever regretted in my life has to do with you. & i'm so glad i didn't give into you completely. it makes me writhe to think about what would have happened if we hadn't split. i'd be rarin to kill you right now & i can think of plenty of other people who'd beat me to it. face it; yr pathetic & bitchwhipped & yr a waste of oxygen. you & yr whore deserve each other. i don't have a lick of care for you in my entire being. drop dead & rot, pig. i'll spit on yr grave.
[shudder] ugh, i wanna scream.
note: HWSNBN, this is definitely not about you. honestly, could i ever be so upset with you? =) ♥