Nov 07, 2004 20:25
i've been working a lot lately it seems.. and i have to work a lot this week. my boss found out how i dont have school thursday so i have to work from 10-2. what a way to spend a day off.. i find that even though i complain about it a lot i really dont mind working. that place is more of a home to me, and those people are more family to me than my own. ive been hating it here lately. i dont really know why..
i cant wait till the 17th .. something corporate is coming.. ive honestly been waiting like 3 years for this. its not even just excitement. its so much more than that and i cant explain it. theyre not just another band coming to play a show. i think the only person who knows how i feel right now is keara. haha we <3 soco! i'll probably cry so hard at that show lol i also cant wait till the 20th. story of the year babyyy woot woot! i hear my chemical romance is playing with them too .. which would be incredibly lovely.. but ticketmaster doesnt say who's with them.. ahh well all i can do is hope. i really hope that everything works out with going to that show too. im supposed to be going with trevor.
im getting excited for christmas. hopefully by then the basement will be finished and ill have my own room for the first time :-)i have a feeling im gonna either have to work christmas eve or on christmas day.. as horrible as that sounds.. i actually really dont mind.. cause i know my boss would probably be in a really good mood, which would be amazing cause he loves me anyway.. aaand i probably wouldnt have to do shit.
i feel incomplete. i think i know why too.. i just always want things to be like movie-perfect during christmas time.. especially since last year around this time was so shitty.