two drifters... or is it two swingers?

[xstarburnx]

i want a love that is classic
and beautiful.
i want to feel comfortable dressing up for him, and of course (as i really have no problem with this) looking crumby. i tend to feel more uncomfortable when acting like i care about how i look than when i don't. which may be alittle weird, but i'm used to the idea that i look like crap, and when i try, i almost feel like i might be screwing it up and just looking silly.
i want him to think i am important, and be a little afraid of losing me. and me of him. definitally. i just want both of us to feel a little vulnerable from time to time.
i want him to think of me a lot. and i want him to want to do things for me that i would like, not what he want's me to like. i want to have great conversations with him, and a lot of fun. fun is so unbelievably important.
i don't want drama, and i don't want to have to cry... however, if it's neccessary i want him to be able to fix it. i love when they fix it.
anyway, i've been thinking about relationships, a ton, because i'm a silly little girl, and i appologize for this extremely silly entry.