Feb 10, 2006 19:33
I'm a lot frustrated right now. i'm at work in the student center and there's a date auction. yep, that's right, girls basically whoring themselves out for their sorrority.
that's not what i'm frustrated about.
what i'm frustrated about is that i can't figure out what's different about them that makes them ok enough with their appearance that they can get up on stage and let people bid on them. i wouldn't be able to do it. not simply for moral reasons though, mostly because i'd be too afraid that no one would bid on me. wouldn't that be horrifying? that of course on top of and in conjunction with the fact that there's too many things i don't like about myself.
they're lucky
sorry, this isn't a flatter me because i'm pathetic entry.
i just wonder how they got that way
i bet they never went through the awkward ugly stage
and that they were never goth :)
kk
im done being silly
yeah