ahh but it's cold outside
i've been a christmas junkie lately. i've spent much of my time thinking about christmas, working on presents, shopping, watching christmas movies, listening to christmas music, decorating, and on and on. part of this is because i love the season, and part is because i've had a lot on my mind lately. i'm very worried about my family, because they're not doing super well, my parents are getting a divorce, so that's been tough, i'm ready for co-op to be over, i've been tired and sick. so apparently when i'm stressed, or upset, or whatever i craft. i've been working on like nine different things at once, and pretty much every spare moment is knitting, cutting, sewing, folding something. i'm bound and determined to really fully enjoy this holiday.
i'm looking forward to going home, even though it might endup being awkward at times. i want to see them, i pretty much ache for my family right now, i wish icould go home and just fix all of their problems. i hate to think that they are at all unhappy, especially since there's not much i can do about it. i want to have fun with them and laugh with them, and forget for a little while, hopefully that the structure of our family is changing.
i'm also looking forward to the time after that, when i come home to jon. We'll be pretty much all alone for a while, because most people will probably stay home till after the new year some time. i really like times when jon and i are alone, and most people aren't around. it's cozy and fun, and we go out and do a lot, but we stay in too. don't get me wrong, i love my friends, but sometimes i get overwhelmed with trying to keep up friendships, and work and jon and alone time all at once. i like it when things slow down for a bit. plus, i love being around jon, i really do, it's comfortable, and relaxing, and i really just love him.
i can't believe that this time last year, i was giddy with just having met him. come to think of it, i'm still kinda giddy.
anyway, i should really do some work instead of gushing over how much i love my boyfriend
i'm looking forward to going home, even though it might endup being awkward at times. i want to see them, i pretty much ache for my family right now, i wish icould go home and just fix all of their problems. i hate to think that they are at all unhappy, especially since there's not much i can do about it. i want to have fun with them and laugh with them, and forget for a little while, hopefully that the structure of our family is changing.
i'm also looking forward to the time after that, when i come home to jon. We'll be pretty much all alone for a while, because most people will probably stay home till after the new year some time. i really like times when jon and i are alone, and most people aren't around. it's cozy and fun, and we go out and do a lot, but we stay in too. don't get me wrong, i love my friends, but sometimes i get overwhelmed with trying to keep up friendships, and work and jon and alone time all at once. i like it when things slow down for a bit. plus, i love being around jon, i really do, it's comfortable, and relaxing, and i really just love him.
i can't believe that this time last year, i was giddy with just having met him. come to think of it, i'm still kinda giddy.
anyway, i should really do some work instead of gushing over how much i love my boyfriend