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I dont know exactly why I even have this shit as friends only. I have nothing to really hide haha. Im really happy.. Im very excited, I dont wanan get my hopes up way too much, but I may be going on a vacation in July.. Hehe, im stoked, I havn't been to the states since Florida since I went with Zeena and her parents.
Speaking of which, I got a txt from her today and we're going to hang out asap because we havn't talked or seen eachother in probaby almost a year, with the exception of a hug in the hallway at RRC after classes started in September.
Life is good for me right now, and I really love it. It feels good not having to worry about stupid things, and always have a chip on my shoulder.
I need to revamp my schedule because shit man, I need to get out and drink some more or party it up, or do something because Im sick of never being able to do anything!!
I kinda dont want to work tonight, but I know that if I want money for this summer - I need to get my ass on that shit!!!
i finally talked to Vanessa yesterday on the phone, haha I felt bad that I took so long on the phone while at Tylers place, but I know he didn't mind. We had such a great conversation, haha she really wants me to go down, as do I... But it doesn't seem to be able to pan out this summer either just because Im fucking broke as shit and dont make a whole lot of money with what I do and cant save worth frickin peanut butter.
Im going to quit smoking. I have one more to my name, and havn't decided if I will have it or not, but after that there will be no more.
im too sick to continue. I dont want to make my situation worse. Im supposed to be getting better, not waiting to see if IM going to go either way or not. I want to have kids, and I dont want to ruin my chances of screwing myself over with that shit.... Im too young to be this sick, so therefore, I will be smokefree now, if not tomorrow. For those who are wondering wtf, when Im ready to speak about it publically, I will... if not, then we'll just keep it at this, no worries.
But I need to get ready for work, so I will be on later most likely because I work in the morning, we have a staff meeting *blah* and everyone seems to be busy this evening, which is cool. Im sick of always missing out though, dang.
Speaking of which, I got a txt from her today and we're going to hang out asap because we havn't talked or seen eachother in probaby almost a year, with the exception of a hug in the hallway at RRC after classes started in September.
Life is good for me right now, and I really love it. It feels good not having to worry about stupid things, and always have a chip on my shoulder.
I need to revamp my schedule because shit man, I need to get out and drink some more or party it up, or do something because Im sick of never being able to do anything!!
I kinda dont want to work tonight, but I know that if I want money for this summer - I need to get my ass on that shit!!!
i finally talked to Vanessa yesterday on the phone, haha I felt bad that I took so long on the phone while at Tylers place, but I know he didn't mind. We had such a great conversation, haha she really wants me to go down, as do I... But it doesn't seem to be able to pan out this summer either just because Im fucking broke as shit and dont make a whole lot of money with what I do and cant save worth frickin peanut butter.
Im going to quit smoking. I have one more to my name, and havn't decided if I will have it or not, but after that there will be no more.
im too sick to continue. I dont want to make my situation worse. Im supposed to be getting better, not waiting to see if IM going to go either way or not. I want to have kids, and I dont want to ruin my chances of screwing myself over with that shit.... Im too young to be this sick, so therefore, I will be smokefree now, if not tomorrow. For those who are wondering wtf, when Im ready to speak about it publically, I will... if not, then we'll just keep it at this, no worries.
But I need to get ready for work, so I will be on later most likely because I work in the morning, we have a staff meeting *blah* and everyone seems to be busy this evening, which is cool. Im sick of always missing out though, dang.