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Tonight sitting in my room alone, listening to Nick Lachey, finally realizing how hard my life has been without a mom there. I guess, it's hurtful knowing that my mom hasn't been around for 3 1/2 years. I've holding in this for awhile now and it's now coming out. It feels like people don't understand what I'm going through or how I feel, but they really do.
Everyone has their best friend around them.. while I don't(Friend-wise not boyfriend/girlfriend wise). My best friend is all the way in Virginia paying the consequences for his mistakes and it sucks when people tell you to get over him and realize that he's never gona smarten up.. well, I know him better than anyone else does and I'm never gona stop believing in him.
Dennis and I are doing great! He's amazing and is always there for me. He knows when I'm down through all my fake smiles. It's good, but yet sometimes shameful. I love him more than ever and no one could ever change that!
Everyone has their best friend around them.. while I don't(Friend-wise not boyfriend/girlfriend wise). My best friend is all the way in Virginia paying the consequences for his mistakes and it sucks when people tell you to get over him and realize that he's never gona smarten up.. well, I know him better than anyone else does and I'm never gona stop believing in him.
Dennis and I are doing great! He's amazing and is always there for me. He knows when I'm down through all my fake smiles. It's good, but yet sometimes shameful. I love him more than ever and no one could ever change that!