as we lay there naked and gazing, I didn't have the heart to tell her that, while I got lost in the darkness of those orbs, it was you I was looking at all along. part of me was angry at them for attempting to surprise me with their similarity to yours. part of me was sad to think of the reality of the situation. but mostly... I was perfectly ( Read more... )

...but I think it's for the best.
things are ok. working a lot. trying to get my head back above the water so I can head in some sort of direction with my life. tonight(and the continuing week) will be a significant turning point hopefully.

san francisco, I want to be inside you.
by january 1st at the latest.
holla if you know of any decent paying jobs i.e.: 11/hr+
it could expedite the process.

fuck...food...poisoning.
that was some of the worst 10 hrs of my recent life.

fuck you 2008. I already hate you with a passion. you bring nothing but blackened horizons for me, and you can quote me on that.

47 minutes until 2008 and i may just say fuck it, fall asleep and start the new year how i'm sure the rest of it will end up being.

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jeff buckley- grace
and
smashing pumpkins- siamese dream
are flawless albums.
leave for tour in a week.
I don't even know anymore.

kwik e mart in times square.
bought myself a box of krusty-o's.


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things are good on the surface. making money, working hard, working out when I can, muay thai 2 hrs a day 3 times a week, helping family out with stuff that needs to get done and $ when I can, preparing/saving for a month in thailand at the end of the winter, getting tattooed in 10 minutes by henry bc he's in town for a week ( Read more... )