Memory lane
Mom and I took a trip down memory lane today as we drove to go out to eat. "When I was in high school...blah...blah...blah" "Thats nice mom" Honestly i think she is possesed to talk my ear off until im deaf. I don't think she will be happy until i need like a hearing aid or some sort of mental help. I seriously won't be surprised if i stop talking one day for good, shes done enough for both of us. But anyway..I had a decent day, i tried to pull a "i'm too tired to go to school mah" but that didn't really work she eventually dragged my ass out of bed. I am a horrible morning person..so bitchy. I was really quiet and to myself today at school, i admit i kind of isolate myself but i have good reasons..i don't feel like i can really relate to anyone in that school but that may change who knows. In geometry we got a letter from Mike today, i felt really quilty after i heard his letter. I feel horrible for yelling and fighting with him the day before he left. So i got his address and im going to write to him like a good person will :) After school I had track, I'm so proud of myself!!! When we ran our 10 minute work out i did a mile in 7:56 thats so good compared to 10 minutes. I did a bit of throwing to keep my arm going for tomorrow. I didn't ride because its like pouring out but i promised that i will ride tomorrow because i can't got more than one day without riding him, to close to competition time. I'm getting really excited for the competition, eventhough im really nervous too. I was successful on my diet!! I need to get rid of all the extra stuff like crutons and breaded foods but i can do that. Operation GJ (Get-Jeremy) it will involve a lot of intense work and absolutely no slacking what so ever. I am so determined, i think i can do it. Today was kind of a slow moving and really nothing special day. I guess im just recooping from vacation and everything will pick up tomorrow i have no doubts.
I want to go kyaking..I want to sleep under the stars...I want to climb a mountain...i realized there is so much i want to do outside the ordinary..so much that i feel that i should experience first hand, when will i have time for it all?
I have somethings to do before i hit the hay so ill update you tomorrow..Love Liv