A man like me? I'm a man like me!
Meh, sorry for the spewing forth of entries the other day but I was bored and have been storing up a whole lot of junk that I have wanted to post but couldn't. So you got a serious dosage of Nikki there; might have been a little too much for some of you but eh.
I don't know what I'm doing at the moment; I feel a little lost. I've given up on school, whether for better or for worse. I just don't want to be there. It seems so pointless. I don't even know if I really want to go to university, because I'm not even all that sure about what I want to do. Well, I know what I want to do in life, but none of it involves a career. Why can't I just sit around, talking with the people I love, drinking and smoking and occasionally writing an astoundingly brilliant novel every now and then? I don't want to be a corporate slave. All of my ambition for anything greater than myself was leached out during the course of my high school career; now, I'm thankful if I can get up and dressed in the mornings. I don't care much about the greater good - how can I when I am having enough difficulties making it through the day? I don't want to study all this irrelevant shite. So, I've quit. Well, officially I quit on Monday. Back to the dole queue and job seeking I go. Hurrah for me.
I'm seeing this guy tonight. I don't know him very well, but I really like him so far. I've decided it's time to move on from all of the other people in my life. I am greatly enamoured with the one who resides in Queensland, but I have to face the fact that he doesn't want to come back to Adelaide permanently (and I'm not in a position where I can move there). The other one in my life, the bartender, well...basically I'm just getting sick of the way things are with him. I don't think he has must respect for me; I'm just convenient. He expects me to jump when he calls and I just can't do that, don't want to do that. I don't have the time for his crap. But this one...this one I would like to keep around for the time being.
I don't know what I'm doing at the moment; I feel a little lost. I've given up on school, whether for better or for worse. I just don't want to be there. It seems so pointless. I don't even know if I really want to go to university, because I'm not even all that sure about what I want to do. Well, I know what I want to do in life, but none of it involves a career. Why can't I just sit around, talking with the people I love, drinking and smoking and occasionally writing an astoundingly brilliant novel every now and then? I don't want to be a corporate slave. All of my ambition for anything greater than myself was leached out during the course of my high school career; now, I'm thankful if I can get up and dressed in the mornings. I don't care much about the greater good - how can I when I am having enough difficulties making it through the day? I don't want to study all this irrelevant shite. So, I've quit. Well, officially I quit on Monday. Back to the dole queue and job seeking I go. Hurrah for me.
I'm seeing this guy tonight. I don't know him very well, but I really like him so far. I've decided it's time to move on from all of the other people in my life. I am greatly enamoured with the one who resides in Queensland, but I have to face the fact that he doesn't want to come back to Adelaide permanently (and I'm not in a position where I can move there). The other one in my life, the bartender, well...basically I'm just getting sick of the way things are with him. I don't think he has must respect for me; I'm just convenient. He expects me to jump when he calls and I just can't do that, don't want to do that. I don't have the time for his crap. But this one...this one I would like to keep around for the time being.