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Today waaaas...eh.
Kevin came over around 1, and I had a great time with him. About half an hour before he left, I got in this weird silent mood...I don't know how to explain it...
We arrived at BLC early, and there were't many people there yet. I had an aweful feeling when we pulled in, though. I just felt like I didn't really belong there anymore. I'm not sure what to do about shows. I had a better time talking outside before the show started and after it ended than I did when it was actually going on. Everything felt awkward. I hope school won't feel like that. I still don't know what's going on with me.
My brother leaves for college tomorrow =/ I don't know what it will be like being here with just my mom. I have a feeling that Kevin's going to be her new son because he's here more than my brother is already. I don't know...she's just been talking about getting things for him. It's going to suck not having my brother to back me up during arguments and stuff.
I'm sick of typing...