Im about to break..
Well here I am again.. I dont know what to say or what to do, I just know that me and Brandon need a better life than what we have right now, I need some stability in my life, I need to go to college I need to have a job, fuck I need a new life, I feel abandoned, but i dont know why, I dont have anyone to abandon me.. maybe im a crazy fucker who needs help. who knows? i sure as hell dont, I suppose in time things will get better but damnit i get so impatient, oh well, Samantha is at her aunts right now i dont know if shes coming back tonight =\ I need someone to talk to but well I have no one to talk to.. why is it all I do is complain? Im done for now i think Brandon is waking up..
Mandy
Mandy