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:*( so adam and i broke up last night...worst pain ive ever been in in my life, its horrible, scary, & empty. I dont know what to do without him, i want to give him his space but then at the same time i want to smother him bc i want to soak him up & remember him for always. this was never supposed to happen, we were supposed to work, i would never give that kid up, never, theres nothing about him that i would change, i dont like this feeling, but i'll deal with it if it means he'll be happy when its over...