My lungs collapsing for you and it hurts so much, it bleeds deep inside of me
i feel so disgustingly sick right now, i hate sickness. its gross :(
i think its almost hilarious how thick skulled some people are. greg called me tonight because he's out of boot camp for good, and he was asking if he could see me tomorrow...i definately feel like everytime i talk to him its the same conversation, its like it was just recorded and its played over everytime he calls. ive told him, numerous times that im not gonna hang out with him, because 1- adam wouldnt like it, and 2- i just dont want to, thats mean, but i dont, i dont want to open up that part of my life again, whats over is over, and id like to keep it that way, and greg was all like can i just see you for like 5 minutes tomorrow, i dont see the point and i dont know why he wants to see me so badly, whats 5 minutes gonna do for him? and no matter how many times i tell him im not gonna hang out with him or see him, he still calls back and asks. its like i never even said it at all. fun stuff.
my cell phone is a big asshole. it only rings when it wants to, ha. stupid slut. i want a new one, i love the little slider phone they have for verizon, its so cute, i would break it though, it would be broken not even 5 minutes after i'd get it. but i still want it.
i think its almost hilarious how thick skulled some people are. greg called me tonight because he's out of boot camp for good, and he was asking if he could see me tomorrow...i definately feel like everytime i talk to him its the same conversation, its like it was just recorded and its played over everytime he calls. ive told him, numerous times that im not gonna hang out with him, because 1- adam wouldnt like it, and 2- i just dont want to, thats mean, but i dont, i dont want to open up that part of my life again, whats over is over, and id like to keep it that way, and greg was all like can i just see you for like 5 minutes tomorrow, i dont see the point and i dont know why he wants to see me so badly, whats 5 minutes gonna do for him? and no matter how many times i tell him im not gonna hang out with him or see him, he still calls back and asks. its like i never even said it at all. fun stuff.
my cell phone is a big asshole. it only rings when it wants to, ha. stupid slut. i want a new one, i love the little slider phone they have for verizon, its so cute, i would break it though, it would be broken not even 5 minutes after i'd get it. but i still want it.