I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you
ahh, i hate bugs. those nasty little creatures will millions of legs, eeeh, freak me out man.
well, i have a 2nd interview with the bank tomorrow morning, awesome, made it to the 2nd round, i wasnt really expecting that, as long as my interview rocks tomorrow and i pass my drug test the job is all mine...i wish i was more optimistic about it, but i cant be, i read online that cold medicines can show up as false positives on drug tests, and ive been basically living off my sudafed and nyquil for the past week. which really sucks, because ive been clean for so fucking long and ive worked so hard at it, id hate to get a false positive and fuck it all up over my stupid fucking cold. because really, then what was all my fucking work and will power for then, i mean, whats the point in staying clean if it wont even show credit for it all. what do i have to fucking show for it then. grrrr, definately not looking forward to tomorrow.
adams away for the next few days, sucks, i miss him, i always get upset when he's away, i like to pretend he doesnt talk to girls or have any girly type friends, and if i hear him talking to one while he's away, it just gets to me. its alot easier to pretend that girls are disgusted by him than to realize they adore him. but in my mind they think he's annoying and cant stand being around him, ha. its a nice picture.
well, i have a 2nd interview with the bank tomorrow morning, awesome, made it to the 2nd round, i wasnt really expecting that, as long as my interview rocks tomorrow and i pass my drug test the job is all mine...i wish i was more optimistic about it, but i cant be, i read online that cold medicines can show up as false positives on drug tests, and ive been basically living off my sudafed and nyquil for the past week. which really sucks, because ive been clean for so fucking long and ive worked so hard at it, id hate to get a false positive and fuck it all up over my stupid fucking cold. because really, then what was all my fucking work and will power for then, i mean, whats the point in staying clean if it wont even show credit for it all. what do i have to fucking show for it then. grrrr, definately not looking forward to tomorrow.
adams away for the next few days, sucks, i miss him, i always get upset when he's away, i like to pretend he doesnt talk to girls or have any girly type friends, and if i hear him talking to one while he's away, it just gets to me. its alot easier to pretend that girls are disgusted by him than to realize they adore him. but in my mind they think he's annoying and cant stand being around him, ha. its a nice picture.