I Remember...

[xsilentserenity]

Title: I Remember...
Author: xsilentserenity
Pairing(s): Haehyuk, broken!Haehyuk, Sihyuk, impliedbroken!Sihyuk
Rating: PG-13 
Genre: Angst, Drama, Suspense, Character Death(?), implied smut
Warnings: major angst, character death (but I'm not saying if he really dies!), implied smut
Disclaimer: Such a pity.
Summary: We promised each other than we would always love each

Comments

[lulledbyscreams]

you really turned up the angst for this, huh?

i mean, i've always said that i love your angst, not only because you can make pain so poetic but because you always seem to express yourself in such a palpable way and i can really experience the emotions myself. it makes your writing affect me way more than any other fics, which is why i can handle some other writer's angsty writings, because, it's sad, and i can picture it, but with you i can really feel the agony, and just experience everything so vividly. i've always been able to really "watch" what i read, if you know what i mean, and i can seriously see donghae breaking down behind the couch and heechul crying and then jongwoon coming in too... i mean... i don't think i've ever cried because of a fic, but seriously, i was wiping my eyes and holding back sobs.
and then siwon... f*cking choi siwon. i was so pissed, SO INCREDIBLY PISSED. i literally pushed my chair back and yelled wtf on that part. i mean, i never really liked him in the first place, but i can't even with him now. ik it;s just fiction, but still... hae's depression just feels so real to me, and i can't believe he would do that to hae, AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HYUKJAE, BUT LET'S NOT EVEN GO THERE, knowing just how much they meant to each other and i'm seriously shaking and trembling right now, my heart is pounding still and i don't know what to do with myself.
and then that ending... i can't. i'll seriously cry again if i try to explain to you what that scene did to me.
which is why i'm getting all these looks and questions, but idec. this was amazing, and so worthy of all of my feelings.
you really outdid yourself bb. this was so much perfection. this will be the first angst i actually mem, so i can read and get sad all over again. omg, ilysm.

i'm glad that you're back, but don't push yourself to write anything ok!
<33333

[xsilentserenity]

First of all... uh... I have no way to reply to this. I just love you so much, you don't even know.

Thank you so much, unnie! The way you felt while reading this really makes my job as a writer worth it!^^

I totally love you, this comment almost made me tear. Or rather, it made me tear, and it almost made me cry! :3

Thank you, thank you! ilysm~