Yo!
Yes. talked to Shay.
shes an old friend whom i miss a lot.
she lives in florida, talked to her for like 45 min.
i feel really good compared to earlier. she got all the things off my mind.
I worked today, which was easy. a wedding. hold on.(peeing and lights candles)
o.k im ready.
red sparrowes turned low.(deep breath)
this past week was good.
been running arroyo verde, and finding myself stuck in beautiful landscapes everyday. The various greens of the plants and trees, with colorful outbursts here and there from various species of flowers. The blues of the sky and how it meets the ocean. The quiet. I stop. Soaking it in(haha) I look as far as I can see to the islands. the ocean is enormous. I stare out at the streets, the 101, and wonder where people are going. I look toward Oxnard. The patches of land seem to form a quilt with the different crops being grown next to each other. I see the Morgan Stanley building. I am proud that Oxnard has the tallest building in Ventura County. Desserie tagged along on Friday, and I know she could appreciate the ambiance as much as I did. I will continue to go every day after class. To get things off my mind, yes.
more humbled these days.
Few things are on my mind, but these few things are thought about every day. Money, School,Friends, and Her. Not this specific order of course.
Thursday is Valentines. Yuck! So far the friends iv'e asked aren't getting anything for thier ladies and vice versa. Shanty, Dess, and Raquel make sure to be available.
Bayside on Friday with basically everybody. It will rule. If my song is played there will be tears.
Im not bummed I don't have anyone right now. Im keeping myself happy with thoughts of future relationships to come, and the giddy butterflies feeling I get.
I was thinking about it, and I would like to have a friend with benefits situation. Just to try it. It sounds like fun, i mean their your friend so there's the "its cute fooling around thing" and the benefit is..sex! thats pretty tight. if anything you'd be closer friends right? Very stoked on this concept. i've got one problem though, I'm to shy. Fuck. oh well, my penis is only 2 inches anyway, from the floor! yeeaah!
I really want Joey's leg to heal.
Im a little sick from construction dust, and my chest hurts.
Is it dumb trying to accomplish something for someone not knowing the payoff just hoping that it appeals to them?
(cough)
really nice chill session at joeys last night.
sushi on friday at sumo was awesome as well.
30 pieces of sushi. new group record.
Russ and i put on our happy faces last night, even though we were the complete opposite.
I should shower soon. School tomorrow will be normal. I have to type up an essay before 11:30. Its not all huge just the basic essay of bullshit and big words.
I think i will be a writer. i like getting these thoughts off my mind and trying to make them come together and trying to form them in a way that will encourage someone to do something with or in their life.
Sexual Intercourse would be nice. But if not Youporn.. yeah.
I think about all of you everyday and how I can better my friendship with you. Also, if I am doing too much or to little as a friend. feedback is encouraged.
my birthday will be nuts. I can't comprehend what's going down.
Last night I thought of a Bro/Bro Ho party.
That weekend I will go to Vegas. I will not make the same mistake as last time.(ex-gf)ew.
My problems are just a grain of sand in the trials and tribulations of the world.
I would like to aquire new tatoos.
I saw a sea turtle while i was running yesterday. It wasn't big, for it was the size of a medium pebble. I pick it up to examine its contents as well as its exterior. Sure enough, he pops his head in and tries to hide. I didn't want to place it back on the shoreline for fear of seagulls taking its life. so the only thing that popped in my head was skipping rocks. so i threw it in the air and it landed in the water. I felt bad. Continued to run, and was on my way back to my car when i noticed tracks in the sand YES! he/she survived. I follow them and sure enough he was fine just strolling along. I pick him up and say "Hey buddie whats up?" I hold him thinking if i could take him home what would i need? I can't so i take him as close to the water as I can and wish him farewell as I placed him into the current coming out of the powereplant.(which is always warm) and continued to run.
Excited for the week, Im tired now. I want to dream those dreams. The ones when you wake up your like "yes."
Raquel and Shant are lesbians. I know this.
shes an old friend whom i miss a lot.
she lives in florida, talked to her for like 45 min.
i feel really good compared to earlier. she got all the things off my mind.
I worked today, which was easy. a wedding. hold on.(peeing and lights candles)
o.k im ready.
red sparrowes turned low.(deep breath)
this past week was good.
been running arroyo verde, and finding myself stuck in beautiful landscapes everyday. The various greens of the plants and trees, with colorful outbursts here and there from various species of flowers. The blues of the sky and how it meets the ocean. The quiet. I stop. Soaking it in(haha) I look as far as I can see to the islands. the ocean is enormous. I stare out at the streets, the 101, and wonder where people are going. I look toward Oxnard. The patches of land seem to form a quilt with the different crops being grown next to each other. I see the Morgan Stanley building. I am proud that Oxnard has the tallest building in Ventura County. Desserie tagged along on Friday, and I know she could appreciate the ambiance as much as I did. I will continue to go every day after class. To get things off my mind, yes.
more humbled these days.
Few things are on my mind, but these few things are thought about every day. Money, School,Friends, and Her. Not this specific order of course.
Thursday is Valentines. Yuck! So far the friends iv'e asked aren't getting anything for thier ladies and vice versa. Shanty, Dess, and Raquel make sure to be available.
Bayside on Friday with basically everybody. It will rule. If my song is played there will be tears.
Im not bummed I don't have anyone right now. Im keeping myself happy with thoughts of future relationships to come, and the giddy butterflies feeling I get.
I was thinking about it, and I would like to have a friend with benefits situation. Just to try it. It sounds like fun, i mean their your friend so there's the "its cute fooling around thing" and the benefit is..sex! thats pretty tight. if anything you'd be closer friends right? Very stoked on this concept. i've got one problem though, I'm to shy. Fuck. oh well, my penis is only 2 inches anyway, from the floor! yeeaah!
I really want Joey's leg to heal.
Im a little sick from construction dust, and my chest hurts.
Is it dumb trying to accomplish something for someone not knowing the payoff just hoping that it appeals to them?
(cough)
really nice chill session at joeys last night.
sushi on friday at sumo was awesome as well.
30 pieces of sushi. new group record.
Russ and i put on our happy faces last night, even though we were the complete opposite.
I should shower soon. School tomorrow will be normal. I have to type up an essay before 11:30. Its not all huge just the basic essay of bullshit and big words.
I think i will be a writer. i like getting these thoughts off my mind and trying to make them come together and trying to form them in a way that will encourage someone to do something with or in their life.
Sexual Intercourse would be nice. But if not Youporn.. yeah.
I think about all of you everyday and how I can better my friendship with you. Also, if I am doing too much or to little as a friend. feedback is encouraged.
my birthday will be nuts. I can't comprehend what's going down.
Last night I thought of a Bro/Bro Ho party.
That weekend I will go to Vegas. I will not make the same mistake as last time.(ex-gf)ew.
My problems are just a grain of sand in the trials and tribulations of the world.
I would like to aquire new tatoos.
I saw a sea turtle while i was running yesterday. It wasn't big, for it was the size of a medium pebble. I pick it up to examine its contents as well as its exterior. Sure enough, he pops his head in and tries to hide. I didn't want to place it back on the shoreline for fear of seagulls taking its life. so the only thing that popped in my head was skipping rocks. so i threw it in the air and it landed in the water. I felt bad. Continued to run, and was on my way back to my car when i noticed tracks in the sand YES! he/she survived. I follow them and sure enough he was fine just strolling along. I pick him up and say "Hey buddie whats up?" I hold him thinking if i could take him home what would i need? I can't so i take him as close to the water as I can and wish him farewell as I placed him into the current coming out of the powereplant.(which is always warm) and continued to run.
Excited for the week, Im tired now. I want to dream those dreams. The ones when you wake up your like "yes."
Raquel and Shant are lesbians. I know this.