May 19, 2009 22:36
The doctor told me that it is normal for someone to intensely grieve and be depressed for about 8 months and anything longer than a year then needs more help. is that what i need? do i need someone to help me? i dont want that, i never liked the idea of a counselor or medication. tried it once and i dont want to do it again if i dont have to. because of this, i have made a personal goal to use this summer to get better. im making goals for myself and im hoping i achieve some of them.
Summer reading list:
The Curious Incident of the Dog at Nighttime
Crimson Hotel
Glengarry Glen Ross
Respect for Acting
Watchmen :)
All the Shakespeare needed for BADA
The Handmaids Tale
maybe more, but dont wanna push it.
Wanna get back to playing piano
I wanna sing again
Go to dance classes
Learn some guitar
I need to focus and apply myself. I know i might not fully be better after the summer, but im hoping i improve.