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Im in love with my sisters they are amazing.
ZTA all the way.
I did some stupid shit at a show one night hurt some people on accident that i truly think are amazing but some people like to talk shit and make it seem like it was on purpose.
I spent most of my weeknights and mornings this past week with Chase.
Im finally starting to realize what a real relationship should be like:
No labels.
Not monetary.
Not about sex.
Not about being overly prudent.
Waking up next to one boy in specific that makes me smile.
Not being too available or too unavailable.
like/love over lust
Someone who makes you smile at little things.
When i can see that even if a person smiles all the time that they smiling in a diff but better way.
Yeah so definatly dont know what is going on between chase and i but i like it. there isnt the sex factor, when i dont feel well he kinda takes care of me. He's a good guy. A changed guy, but not for me... for himself <3
yep i didnt try to get him finally he just appeared.
Im not going to try and keep him but im not going to push him away i think he is totally awesome ha.
Also in other news i had a creepy stalker type of guy... def oneof the most interesting stories there which i will tell to some of you guys later.
I went to see the nintendo fusion tour. (thank you brian) The best bands by far were Boys Night Out and Panic! at the Disco.
I noticed that tsy plays airport goodbyes way better than fob does haha <3
Im happy. and i for once really and truly dont care if people dont like me for bullshit reasons because well yeah its bullshit and whatev man. I love my life now who cares what happened in the past, it's just that... THE PAST <3333333333333333
ZTA all the way.
I did some stupid shit at a show one night hurt some people on accident that i truly think are amazing but some people like to talk shit and make it seem like it was on purpose.
I spent most of my weeknights and mornings this past week with Chase.
Im finally starting to realize what a real relationship should be like:
No labels.
Not monetary.
Not about sex.
Not about being overly prudent.
Waking up next to one boy in specific that makes me smile.
Not being too available or too unavailable.
like/love over lust
Someone who makes you smile at little things.
When i can see that even if a person smiles all the time that they smiling in a diff but better way.
Yeah so definatly dont know what is going on between chase and i but i like it. there isnt the sex factor, when i dont feel well he kinda takes care of me. He's a good guy. A changed guy, but not for me... for himself <3
yep i didnt try to get him finally he just appeared.
Im not going to try and keep him but im not going to push him away i think he is totally awesome ha.
Also in other news i had a creepy stalker type of guy... def oneof the most interesting stories there which i will tell to some of you guys later.
I went to see the nintendo fusion tour. (thank you brian) The best bands by far were Boys Night Out and Panic! at the Disco.
I noticed that tsy plays airport goodbyes way better than fob does haha <3
Im happy. and i for once really and truly dont care if people dont like me for bullshit reasons because well yeah its bullshit and whatev man. I love my life now who cares what happened in the past, it's just that... THE PAST <3333333333333333