Spiraling close to the drain?
So I've been in Idaho for just over a month, I can't seem to cut my ties - my comrades here are far too great - Who could imagine myself, of all people, being homesick? All the same, I've been enjoying myself far too much in the past weeks. I've been out and about socializing until the early hours of the morning - in some instances until 7ish in the morning.. I have also developed quite an appreciation for pool @ The Bulldog and have been competing in several Texas Hold 'em tourneys, one of which I won second. On the downside, I've been entertaining the interests of a few different men.. the downside part being that there are better ways to spend my time, and that I'm refraining from investing much into any of them... which could be my leading on/teasing... but I figure if the Conners can do it, I can do it better.. ha, just kidding... Except I'm not kissing/having sex with any of these guys.. simply allowing them to pursue me. Ah, must run. More to come soon.
I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
and I've been secretly falling apart
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me, but you just can't see
You turn every head, but you don't see me.
Sometimes the last thing you want comes in full
sometimes the first thing you want never comes
I know waiting is all you can do, sometimes...
And you'll realize that you love me...
I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
and I've been secretly falling apart
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me, but you just can't see
You turn every head, but you don't see me.
Sometimes the last thing you want comes in full
sometimes the first thing you want never comes
I know waiting is all you can do, sometimes...
And you'll realize that you love me...